Sick ramblings

It's always so interesting to feel myself slowly come out of the fog of being sick. I feel like a lot of the time, since it's usually a pretty stressful event for me (especially when I'm admitted >_>), I'm always lowkey disassociating through it? Like I think that's a lot of being sick in general, but it's almost like illness creates a liminal space and time just kinda stops or slows to a crawl, and life just seems off? But as I'm starting to feel better, it's like I can literally feel myself stepping back into normal reality. With each passing day, I feel more and more like I did right before I got sick. Like the living epitome of saying, "Cool. anyway,". Almost like it never even happened.

Which is great because dammit good things were happening in my life before this, I felt good and excited for the future, and I'm reclaiming all that as my own again thanks!!!

It's good to be back.

OH! Also!!!

I started posting some of my writing! I have a specific tumblr for it, and an ao3 account! I posted three poems so far, and you can check them out here:

"Julia"

"I Need You"

"To Whom It May Concern"

I will be posting more things there, including stuff about my book (and eventually some of the actual book if all things go well), as well as here like always. Looking forward to sharing with you all! ^_^

(PS: I made an actual writing avvie for myself now! Doesn't it kick ass??? =D)